[ Don't you make fun of his attempts at trying to be a slightly more normal functioning social individual, Mireu.. he's trying, okay. In his own stupid emotionless way.
Which means that small pause that falls might actually have a slight hint of self-consciousness in it. So. Yeah. Stop that. ]
When you get serious, someone else might have to start joking to restore the balance. [ .. that's actually more serious than a joke. Mireu's like a volcano, when you can't see it errupt, you can only wonder when it's going to happen... ] I'm the only person talking to you right now.
[okay, no. it's still really strange to see chihoon actually joking around a little. even if it's in his own strange, deadpan sort of way. if this was anyone but mireu, they'd probably be a bit endeared by the attempt.
but it is mireu, so while he's definitely amused, it's definitely not changing his opinion of things anytime soon.] I didn't know you worried so much about how I would take things! There was a time when you'd barely remember who I was.
[which was the worst. how dare you??? everyone needs to know and remember kang mireu, dammit.]
[ It's a little more serious. And it's not even really a promise or anything sappy as much as it's just a statement of the facts. He won't say out loud why, since he knows Mireu gets it too. After going through what their whole group went through.. well, you don't just easily forget those people anymore.
Besides, considering one of them is already dead now.. it'd feel cruel even to Chihoon to forget anyone by now - even if it was his original "sin". ]
So for the situation concerning Park Muyeol, won't you at least trust me? [ To not bail on Mireu when shit gets tough, that is. It's just something they both have to do, even if it's going to be a pain. People who kill together, stick together.. or something like that. ]
[of course, he has to say it like that. sure, now he won't forget, not after all they've been through. even chihoon couldn't deny that it's something that had changed them, because to go through that totally unfettered would really make them the monsters yohan hoped for.
it's annoying, of course, that chihoon even has to ask this of him. despite the sour feeling his harbors, the situation had changed him too; even mireu had shreds of caring towards chihoon that he hadn't really realized until things got bad. when they though he was dead, when he was suffering as a hostage with that broken leg—it managed to get under mireu's skin and eat away at the deep-seated hatred. of course, that makes him bitter in some ways, and he's not keen to admit any of that aloud...
but he does have trust in chihoon and his intentions.] Did I say I wouldn't? Dealing with Park Muyeol's not going to be easy.
[ It's sort of indirect and abrusive, but he's come to expect that sort of thing from Mireu by now.
So Chihoon knows that even if he's saying it this indirectly, Mireu will trust him on it. Which is something they'll at least need if they want to make this whole dumping the truth on Muyeol thing work even remotely.. there's already enough things that can - and probably will - go wrong with it that they don't need to add that factor to it as well.
So there's just a mental sound of confirmation. Yeah, it's not going to be easy. Sucks to be them, etc, etc. ]
[it's not like he really has all that much more to say on the matter. it wounds his precious dumbass pride enough to have to admit (even indirectly) how much trust he has in chihoon's plan. he wants to be the mastermind himself, he wants to be making the rules and not taking orders.
but chihoon is right here, and mireu isn't stupid enough to try and fight that when they have a much bigger, more explosive problem on their hands. when they're the only ones that really know how destructive muyeol can be, that leaves them in a situation where he's got little room but to do just that. not that mireu has to like it. so of course, he doesn't want to keep discussing it any longer than in necessary.]
[ See, this is about as much of a cooperation as they need going here.. even if there's still no full plan, since Chihoon doesn't see the merit in telling Muyeol this quickly when he's still getting accustomed to the idea of being stuck here at all. Just let him settle a little bit more, and then they can risk it--
.. not like he knows though that all this shit is going to get in their way of actually telling him for a while, but.. hey, they're geniuses, not fortune tellers. ]
Yes. I'll tell you when the opportunity comes.
[ That's as much of a "Chihoon outtie" as there could be. ]
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Which means that small pause that falls might actually have a slight hint of self-consciousness in it. So. Yeah. Stop that. ]
When you get serious, someone else might have to start joking to restore the balance. [ .. that's actually more serious than a joke. Mireu's like a volcano, when you can't see it errupt, you can only wonder when it's going to happen... ] I'm the only person talking to you right now.
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[okay, no. it's still really strange to see chihoon actually joking around a little. even if it's in his own strange, deadpan sort of way. if this was anyone but mireu, they'd probably be a bit endeared by the attempt.
but it is mireu, so while he's definitely amused, it's definitely not changing his opinion of things anytime soon.] I didn't know you worried so much about how I would take things! There was a time when you'd barely remember who I was.
[which was the worst. how dare you??? everyone needs to know and remember kang mireu, dammit.]
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[ It's a little more serious. And it's not even really a promise or anything sappy as much as it's just a statement of the facts. He won't say out loud why, since he knows Mireu gets it too. After going through what their whole group went through.. well, you don't just easily forget those people anymore.
Besides, considering one of them is already dead now.. it'd feel cruel even to Chihoon to forget anyone by now - even if it was his original "sin". ]
So for the situation concerning Park Muyeol, won't you at least trust me? [ To not bail on Mireu when shit gets tough, that is. It's just something they both have to do, even if it's going to be a pain. People who kill together, stick together.. or something like that. ]
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it's annoying, of course, that chihoon even has to ask this of him. despite the sour feeling his harbors, the situation had changed him too; even mireu had shreds of caring towards chihoon that he hadn't really realized until things got bad. when they though he was dead, when he was suffering as a hostage with that broken leg—it managed to get under mireu's skin and eat away at the deep-seated hatred. of course, that makes him bitter in some ways, and he's not keen to admit any of that aloud...
but he does have trust in chihoon and his intentions.] Did I say I wouldn't? Dealing with Park Muyeol's not going to be easy.
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So Chihoon knows that even if he's saying it this indirectly, Mireu will trust him on it. Which is something they'll at least need if they want to make this whole dumping the truth on Muyeol thing work even remotely.. there's already enough things that can - and probably will - go wrong with it that they don't need to add that factor to it as well.
So there's just a mental sound of confirmation. Yeah, it's not going to be easy. Sucks to be them, etc, etc. ]
We'll deal with it then.
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[it's not like he really has all that much more to say on the matter. it wounds his precious dumbass pride enough to have to admit (even indirectly) how much trust he has in chihoon's plan. he wants to be the mastermind himself, he wants to be making the rules and not taking orders.
but chihoon is right here, and mireu isn't stupid enough to try and fight that when they have a much bigger, more explosive problem on their hands. when they're the only ones that really know how destructive muyeol can be, that leaves them in a situation where he's got little room but to do just that. not that mireu has to like it. so of course, he doesn't want to keep discussing it any longer than in necessary.]
You just tell me when, and we'll make it happen.
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.. not like he knows though that all this shit is going to get in their way of actually telling him for a while, but.. hey, they're geniuses, not fortune tellers. ]
Yes. I'll tell you when the opportunity comes.
[ That's as much of a "Chihoon outtie" as there could be. ]